hey yo!

hey,its been awhile since the last time i was blogging. things get a lil bit crazy here. i was kind of lost control over myself. i dunno why but still try to figure things out and try to find what is my hidden ability. the job im holding now kind of brings a pressure to me. but thats not a lot, and still i can take care of it. only 1 things i hope, that is i can take care my future department in that new branch. i will hope so and i try hard. or maybe not that hard enough. <-seems that i dont have a confindence. i mean the level is still doubtful to myself. i still try to find how i will overcome this kind of problem..God please show me the way and I am very sorry for keeps forgetting about u God. I hope that u will forgive me and my sins..

Maybe i stay at Puchong just for a couple of weeks from now and after that the order for me to transfer to the new branch will be announce. Im just hoping the best for myself. My heart keep asking. Can i do this kind of job. When i ask people. they say to me that something was so called hidden ability that we all didnt know and only know that this kind of thing when that situation and ourself have that chemistry. i just want things to be natural. thats all.

for so many months left already, i just can't believe that i was here and still alive and strongs. i even make my own songs already. the things that i dreams to do and always wanted to do. i dunno either the songs is great or what. but i dont care. atleast, the songs i've made sounds great. the songs called "a chance to live". i wrote that songs a couple weeks ago, i mean last month. its about saving someone else life through a difficult time and something about human being emotion generally.

tomorrow i will go to my HQ workplace where they're needed me to have SAP Training. Hopefully, it will be all gone smoothly. Amen. Thanks Lord Jesus Christ. I hope that u will always take care my family. Amen again..

one of my favorite anime. i just read it online. mangareader.net. Bleach! Kurosaki Ichigo..i didnt read it about 1 months already. hope to have some free time so i can read this manga.